A series of problems with deals that I am working that are completely out of my control.
Personally — there is so much shit going on at home with contractors not doing what they promised, and stuff that was put away safely that cannot be found. My cell phone decided that it needed to be factory reset the other day. I still do not have that all under control….
I understand I have to have patience. I get it that I will be ok. That I will have everything I will need.
But there are times that even the most spiritual person in the world has a bad day or three. So if you find this and you are having a bad day, I feel it. I know exactly how you are feeling.
I won’t tell you to be patient, or throw some quote at you about strength. I don’t need anyone to rescue me. I realize I am very lucky. Blessed, in fact.
That is what I am focusing on. I cannot do anymore than I am already doing. You too are probably feeling that way. Have faith — it does get better. And if you find the fast forward button on bad times, could you please share it?
